A Suicide Note..Dear Mum and Dad,A Suicide Note..
First of all you need to know that this is not your fault, It's mine, for I locked my problem inside me like a vault, Problems that I was never able to tell you, Problems that I'm sick of dealing with. I'm through.
I'm sick of pretending that everything's alright, I'm sick of having all these emotional demons to fight. I can't take my depressing life anymore, I realize I felt this way too often before.
I now know I'm not needed in this place, Just another stupid teen, just another ugly face. I can tell I'm secretly hated by everyone I know
Unrequited Love...You watch him from a distance You love to see him smile You wish one day he might be yours If only for a whileUnrequited Love...
You wish that you could tell him To have the strength to say, “I love you and I wish that you Could feel the same one day!”
Your heart beats as he comes towards you Only to walk on by You try to tell yourself you don’t love him Try to believe your lie…
You wish, you dream, you hope, you pray That you could be together Maybe if you could make him see That you two could last forever.....
EmoSo what if I'm emo? So what if I cry?Emo
I'm not THAT emotional, I dont want to die.
So what if I dress in a different style? There's no need to scream and run for a mile
I dont like to cut and abuse my arm, I am not depressed, so why cause self harm?
Could it be that I am just like you? That I can smile, giggle and laugh along too?
Could it be that I am happy with myself? It's just that I am not some pretty doll on the shelf.
Could it be that the only reason i dye my hair black; Is because I dont want to be some barbie i
Edward.I think, At some point, Everyone dreams of finding.. An Edward. Someone whose name you call, or whisper. And he's right there waiting. Someone who hums a lullaby, And holds you close, as you drift off. Someone who seems to just glitter, in the Sunlight, Whose eyes are often Topaz, Warm, And Reassuring. Someone who takes you to dinner, And ignores the pretty waitress. Someone who follows you, Watches you always, Secretly, Just to be sure.. You're always okay. Someone Romantic, Yet has a good sense of humor. Someone Ancient, Yet YouEdward.
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"God doesn't let me go to heaven where there are no horses"
(sorry for my english
Have a good day/evening/night
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